day 83,
nothing happened today. I don't sms her and let her have her time. A time to think just as she wants it. And as for me, a time to just miss her and think about her. Went out tonight with nothing to do in my mind. Except than thinking about si gadis. Stop by at 7Eleven and bought a Big Gulp drinks. Then, head to Shah Alam's Lake (section 7) and just sit there by myself. And thinking all of my past. How have she changed me and completely turns me to be a better man. Alhamdulillah. Maybe aku dah mula ikhlaskan hati ni.
A few couples were there and I just ignored them as I am already in my own world. I admit that I am not strong and I would just see her pics that I saved in my PDA. I never missed of looking at her pics and would just pray for the time to come. Even if she's not for me, I pray that she'll be happy and no harms will happen to her. Just let she smiles all the time as her smile is the one that I adore, besides than her lovely heart.
Ya Allah,bagi lah dia ingatkan aku seperti mana aku tak pernah lupakan dia.
Wujudkan lah detik di hatinya menyebut nama ku.
Hadirkan lah kasih dan sayang dalam dirinya buat ku.
Amin ya Rabbal Alamin
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