as usual i sms her few times during my teambuilding, but no sms. I took the initiative to ask her, if there's anything wrong with my sms. A simple answer I received after that. Simple but painful. She replied " xxxx rasa rimas hantar2 msg tu semua" .. :) serve me right..seems like my good night wish and good morning greetings or maybe my curiosity of her health makes her feel uncomfortable. i am too caring i guess.
Like a torn in my heart, I took it positively. As I do admit that I am not the best or maybe I am too caring of expressing my feeling to her.
To make things right, I did sms her later that I wont make her uncomfortable with my frequent sms in the future and plead that we just have a short conversation on the phone as regular friend, with no feelings involve and I also make her a deal, If I ever mention about my feeling later when I called her, she can do what ever she want. And I did sms her twice mentioning the same thing, just to talk to her everyday for 2-3minutes and no feelings whatsoever. But, still no reply from day 72 till day 74 today.
Am I being the guy who is expecting too much from a girl that I fell in love with?
Or I am just not her choice?If so,I would still want to befriend her. I dont know whether my wish is granted or not. She's still in my mind and my heart.everyday and every seconds I never stop thinking of a girl who is so special to me.
Should I gave her some space?I did before and still??
Or should I be a nice guy and not bugging her?
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