Some people love shoes of certain kinds
Some people love afternoons or the way the moon shines
And they have their own reasons
To feel the way they do
That's why I ask myself, what is it with you?
Is there something wrong
With the way I speak?
You don't even see me
When I pass you on the street
I'll close my eyes and let it be
Because I just can't see
Why you love to hate me
Some people love weekends
Beacause they can fool around
Some people love thunderstorms
Because of how the drops of rain fall down
And they have their own reasons
Whatever they may be
That's why I think it's kind of funny
That you don't have one for me
And it sucks to face the truth
That I ain't got no reasons too
Whenever asked the simple question
Why I feel the way I do
And I know it's stupid on my part
to say that I love you
Even though I know you hate me
And you don't know why you do.
Some people love afternoons or the way the moon shines
And they have their own reasons
To feel the way they do
That's why I ask myself, what is it with you?
Is there something wrong
With the way I speak?
You don't even see me
When I pass you on the street
I'll close my eyes and let it be
Because I just can't see
Why you love to hate me
Some people love weekends
Beacause they can fool around
Some people love thunderstorms
Because of how the drops of rain fall down
And they have their own reasons
Whatever they may be
That's why I think it's kind of funny
That you don't have one for me
And it sucks to face the truth
That I ain't got no reasons too
Whenever asked the simple question
Why I feel the way I do
And I know it's stupid on my part
to say that I love you
Even though I know you hate me
And you don't know why you do.
Day 76..
A song that caught my attention. The lyrics are well written. As the singer keep asking his love what's the reason of not liking him.. And I think this also can be use to my case?
I don't know what's wrong with me. Last night, I went dinner all by myself as my friends working. And after dinner, relax for a while and make new friend. With a girl, pretty and attractive. But, her beauty for me is nothing as I don't have that spark in my heart. I just talk with her and don't even have the intention of asking her number. As for now, I am not myself anymore and am not the person that all my friends used to know me.
I learnt my lesson. I appreciate people more. ""Let us be friend,normal friend"" .. and the line keep running inside my head..It was one of si gadis's sms before. I am trying to be a normal friend. A normal friend that only contact friend once in a while.
This weekend she's coming back to KL for her consultation with her doctor. Just wish that she's okay and get well soon. take care of yourself si gadis.
Also my friend did advised me to socialize back like I used to before during lunch yesterday. And I just smile at him and said " I dont need all of that now as I dont want to be the same person I used to be before"..
Ya Allah,ikhlaskan lah hatiku pada Mu dan pada dia..Amin ya Rabbal - Alamin
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