is it too hard??

Doa (done)
Solat hajat mohon tenang hati (done)
Try to go out with others (done)
Smile always (done)
Not thinking of past (done)

All DONE..In order to forget about her.And I think I can accept the fact already, but we people tend to think someone when we are alone. When we are about to sleep, when we wake up, when alone and some other times. Aku dah ikhlas kan hati, and happy for her. Tapi, the memories remains. Untuk kenangan :)
Mak dan ayah ada tanya tentang aku and my relationship. I just said I am okay and tell them when the times comes, I wont keep it a secret from them. Last week my sister in law try to introduce me to a doctor in Kedah. But,it just aint my luck or time yet. She did mentioned that the said doctor may be a bit busy and wont have time to reply my msg or call.
I did my responsibility by sms-ed her and just 4 sms we did have. She did called me also but I already slept that time. So, I return the call later but no answer since then. Maybe its just not my time yet. :)
Pray that I'll be successful later in my future relationship like all..

Dear Allah, please bless my life..Amin ya rabbal alamin..

p/s : 3months time for me to transforms my life, my body and my economy.. Pray for me all.. :)

imagine

6am : wake up - pray together

630am : breakfast together (will cook together/help her/serve her sometimes)

7am : go to work (if already have enough capital,will have a boutique and restaurant)

5pm : get back home ( tea time)

501pm : give her present that I bought without her knowledge (card@flower@choc@kiss on the cheek)

530pm : rest time..tea time and talk about our day

7pm - 830pm : to mosque

845pm : went back home or cook or outside dinner

930pm : TV time..just the two of us.

hehe..that should be the typical thing which may happen if I am married.. BUt,not the same schedule and rules..sometimes maybe a surprise will help to add sparks to our life..hey, i started to imagine this thing out..

hurm,planned is before Eid (Aidilfitri) next year, I will be marrying my future wife. whoever she is. :)