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last night, hantar sms minta si gadis beri peluang jumpa even for the last time,so leh tau apa yang dia pikir ttg aku. and also sebab nak bagi peluang pada dua2 pihak.she can know how serious I am and also then I can also know who exactly I am to her.

I waited for the whole night and don't get any answer. So,today morning (day 62) I resent again and to my surprise, she is at the hospital for her treatment.

And I was really shocked. No wonder she have no time for me. And she replied that please pray for her. I did. And will always do.

After a few sms, I am still not comfortable of not being able to be there with her. Luckily she have somebody to look after her. Hopefully somebody of her family not some guy.

Lets pray for her health.

I did something silly today. I called HKL and checked whether she's admitted yet but the personnel said that she'll only be in the system if she got admitted after the operation.

I don't know whether she is in HKL or somewhere else.

Stupid of me.

Ya Allah,please give her health and all the happiness in this world.