what i felt

After that, I admit that I really was hoping that you'll sms me and calling me. I kept sending sms for you but only once in a while you reply. Jika 5sms yang dihantar, maybe 1 jer direply or maybe takde langsung. Memang pedih dan sedih. Dalam hati Ariel rasa, ya Allah,kenapa berat sangat dugaan ni. Aku tak pernah rasa macam ni sebab perempuan. And bila aku berubah untuk jadi yang lebih baik, aku diberi dugaan macam ni. Tapi, Ariel redha,sbb maybe ni ujian and nak tgk macam mana ikhlas Ariel pada you.

So, I made a drastic move to totally focus on Allah and buat keputusan tak nak contact sesapa dalam masa seminggu. I even wrote the status on my facebook's wall that i'll be off from facebook for 1 whole week. memang sangat drastik. Setiap masa terluang, I just pray for Allah's help and not doing anything else.

Cukup seminggu, I sms you and you replied. Alhamdulillah. But, still like 1sms per 5sms i sent to you or maybe none replied.

Ariel mula2 dah rasa sedih sangat2 tapi, I had the chance to Ym with you and you said that tak selesa dgn my sms. Hurm, the moment that u typed tak selesa dgn my sms, I felt like, teruknya aku,buat orang tak selesa dan maybe aku ni expect tinggi sangat. I told you that I understood and kurangkan sms with you with the hope that you'll be happy.