My biggest mistake

On the morning of 1st April, I gave you the code and you opened it on that night. And that was my biggest mistake. You dont like my ring as you could sense that I am expecting something from you. You keep insisting that I took back the ring.

I am so sad that you felt that way and just said that you just throw the ring away as I am not going to take it back. And, Ariel pon tahu that I might not be able utk cakap perasaan ni pada you later,so i said that I falls for you and I want you to know that I fall in love with you. Maybe you cant accept that I am the rushing type of guy, gelojoh! Tapi sebenarnya, I did it as I want you to know that I am serious and dont want to be misunderstood to be only your friend. As I dont want to regret it later. Apa pun yang akan terjadi, sekurang2 nya Ariel dah cakap apa yang Ariel rasa and takkan menyesal nnt.

And after that, you seems to avoiding me. It sure makes my heart feel bad. I am really weak at that time. Memang Ariel manusia bodoh yang tak sedar diri untuk berpasangan dengan orang secantik dan sebaik macam you.

Everybody could notice that I was totally not in the right mood as I kept thinking of you. And thats the fact. Starting on that day, Ariel buat solat hajat dan baca Yaasin setiap hari.

YA ALLAH,BUKA KAN PINTU HATI DIA PADA AKU,BUATLAH DIA SAYANG AKU,CINTA AKU DAN SENTIASA TERINGATKAN AKU.

Selama itu juga Ariel solat tahajjud tiap2 pagi, and terus berdoa supaya ada harapan utk kita berdua. And until today, I never missed it.