and I think I have to start accepting the fact that she have no intention of sms@contacting me.
maybe I am just not good for her.maybe..ya Allah,if this is the test for your servant,I am accepting it willingly. I never been hurt like this before. Never been ignored like this before.
Last night I tried to forget all the things about you but I guess I am not strong enough to do so.
I went to Serdang,went to Shah Alam for the sake of keeping myself busy and forgetting you. But, I can't do it. I am such a loser.
I know that there's a saying "If you love somebody,let them go. If they come back to you,it is real love. If not,just forget about it".
That's what I am trying to do. She said that she needs time. I have given her time and space. And I will just wait whether I am her lifetime partner.
Am I being too selfish by thinking of wanting some commitment?
Ya Allah, please open her heart for me, let her think of me, remember me, care for me, love me like I always do for her.
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