my journey begins

bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

today i created this blog just to write my journey for love.

insyaAllah,akan ku tulis dan catat semua yang berlaku.

amin..

and it all starts on the 27th March 2010. I met you for the first time,only the two of us.

Ariel ingat lagi hari tu hari sabtu and after dapat your permission utk kuar bersama, i am so happy for it. Hari sabtu, ariel g kat umah and there was our first day out together. Mmg sesat la gak nak sampai kat situ. Tapi, berkat GPS n call, dapat gak sampai akhirnya.

After cakap da sampai, i waited for exactly 12minutes to see you came to me. And you are so lovely with little make up. Pada masa tu,takde anything pun rasa kat hati. Cuma as a friend. Then, we headed to Times Square.

Parking punya la payah, but we managed to get our spot (tgkat paling atas sekali :p)

Then, kita g jalan2 dalam tu. Hajat di hati nak tgk wayang, tapi manusia punya la ramai aritu. So, cancel our plan. Kita g makan jer kat kedai level 3 tu. It sure is better than to watch movie as I get to know you better.

Sambil makan, sambil kita kenal masing2. I am really comfortable talking to you. Kisah hidup masing2 kita cerita, kisah putus cinta dan semua nya. I have nothing to hide and so do you. And I could remember and will always remember your smile on that day.

It sure is a wonderful day for me. And then it all starts, you said, "ARIEL, DA MASUK WAKTU ASAR LA,JOM SOLAT". I don't know why, but I felt like it shocked me. That was the first time that a girl asked me to pray (Something that I don't usually do,shame on me).

Dalam hati, I felt like malu sangat. Kenapa sebelum ni aku jahil?takde langsung pikir kalau tetiba esok mati, apa jadi. And then we went to surau kat situ. That is the moment that Ariel solat sungguh2 dan berdoa, YA ALLAH,AKU DAH JUMPA APA YANG AKU CARI SELAMA NI YA ALLAH. AKU NAK DIA JADI YANG HALAL PADA AKU YA ALLAH. JADIKAN DIA ISTERI AKU YA ALLAH.

And luckily takde orang kat situ that I don't even realize I almost cried in my prayer for Allah. Nobody touched my heart like you do with a simple words "JOM SOLAT". After solat, I felt like I need to change and become a better man.

Abis je solat, Ariel turun kat surau perempuan and waited there. Sambil tunggu, Ariel bersembang dengan sorang ustaz, dia tanya " Da kahwin ke?" and I answered "Belum, saya baru jumpa orang yang saya suka hari ini dan dia tgh bersolat kat dalam".

Ustaz : Alhamdulillah, ikhlas kan hati, doa pada Allah minta permudah urusan. Tapi, jangan sampai hanyut dalam cinta ni. Syaitan tu ada di mana2.

Ariel : Ya Ustaz. Saya mmg mohon sangat supaya Allah mudahkan jalan.

(to be continued)..