Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Ikhlas kan hati

My day as single guy starts today. Learnt on how to just let go. Let go of Si Gadis, let go of my love for a while and let go of all the sorrows.

My little sister (kak yah) chatted with me on Facebook today. Said that his Abang Teh need to chill out and not changing a bit like I used to be. I am 26 with a funny attitude and happy go lucky guy. Never been down and just make people smile with my silly jokes and acts. I will sis, you can count on me. Maybe she want me to stay single so that I can be her banker whenever she asked me to go shopping with her? :) that's my little sis.. But one thing I am quite sad is when kak yah said that mom was excited before and quite sad when she knows that its not working out for me. I am sorry mom! Later, when there is somebody who I care and love, I will make you happy again. But, nobody blames Si Gadis as it's not her fault. Please don't feel guilty Si Gadis. :)

Also today I did msg Si Gadis's mom and said that I am taking all of this as a matured man and hope that she still okay with me and the silaturrahim (bonding) that we had will remains. She quite surprised that I can still be happy and think positively. Aunty, there's nothing much to do when it comes to heart matters, i replied. It's all Allah's decision and fated. Who knows what will happen in the future. Right? She also did mentioned on her wish for me to be a good man and success in whatever I do in the future. Lastly, said that I am sorry if I am being too open about my intention and said that I just respect her right as Si Gadis's mom and she deserve to know if I am going to do anything. Alhamdulillah, aunty is okay and still called me "nak" (son). Praise to Allah.

As for my work life, quite busy today as few students come and asked for my help. They are quite scared with their FYP (Final Year Project) and did asked for my help and opinion. Happy to help them as I used to face the same problems before back in student's life. Good luck guys, you guys have my support. :)

Hello world..give me a reason to smile..

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