hati..

life's a bit busy lately..office and side income.. Zaid, a young businessman which now became my friend, always tell me the opportunity of business that he has thru his company. Got two things that need to be settle

1) A4 paper -- chance to supply A4 paper to Abu Dhabi. Managed to get a funder and also supplier to this project. Waiting for agreement signing. Planned to take USD0.20 per ream (2millions reams per month)..Estimated to have USD400,000 per month after contract signed. Praying hard that wont be any problems afterwards. Waiting for signing contract and later go to Indonesia for factory visit. InsyaAllah..Please pray for me.

2) Sime Darby -- still negotiating for the terms and if satisfied, will put some money (RM50k) for investment.

3) Car - Mercedes C200K and C240 already bought. Will be shipped to Malaysia next week, InsyaAllah.

p/s : pray that I'll be success in everything I did, insyaAllah.

Back to topic, Hati..My friend asked me, sure you are single? She didn't believe it as before I am always with women. Maybe it's now my turn to feel the pain caused by love. If I could remember, not less than 15 women I have been with (so called love and scandal). Before, before I know how true love felt like. Before my heart opened by a simple word JOM SOLAT.

None of the women I dated before, asked me to do pious thing(s). Never. The usual words are SHOPPING, DATING, CINEMA etc. Thats it. I think thats why things didn't work out for my previous relationships.

school, diploma, degree = easy relationships

now = no longer searching for the kind of relationships I had before.

Its true that once you are already changed, things changes too. I tend to look for somebody that is beautiful inside and outside, not just physically attractive like previous relationships. Please pray that I will be like this, no longer fooling around with women's love, no longer being the person who only pray when having problems, the person I used to be should remain HISTORY.

Ya Allah, tetapkan hati ku pada Mu. Limpahkan ku nikmat rezeki yang melimpah ruah dan keberkatan dari rezeki itu. Ampunilah dosa2 ku,dosa ibu bapa ku, keluarga ku, kawan2 ku, dan semua saudara2 seislam ku. Cepatkanlah jodoh ku dan temukanlah ku dengan jodoh terbaik dari Mu. Amin ya rabbal alamin.