Suddenly, there goes the "It's all about you songs" by McFly on my phone. There's a call from an unsaved number. Thinking it was one of my clients/friends, I answered it.
Girl : Assalamualaikum awak.
Me : Waalaikumsalam..Sapa ni eyh? Maaf,tak save ur number.
Girl : Cuba awak teka..Dah lupa saya eyh? (gelak2 kecil)
Me : (thinking hard who the real caller is and i quickly recognized the laugh).. jap2,rasanya cam kenal..pelat utara,gelak2 camtu..haaa..kenal dah..awak ni xxxx tu kan?
Girl : owh..ingat lagi eyh?bagus2..awak,sihat ke?lama tak dengar kan?
me : yeah..mmg lama..dalam 3-4 tahun kan?awak apa khabar?tetiba call ni,ada apa2 ke? (smiling to myself remembering our first time meeting each other)
girl : awak..saya nak ajak awak ni..awak leh tak datang kenuri saya 18hb ni di Penang?
Me : wahh...da lama tak contact tiba2 ajak kenuri kawin ni?siapa awak punya bakal suami?
and she told me her story..dia akan berkahwin dengan seorang duda.and I was like,what??? it surprised me like,REALLY??and asked her,about her decision.and she said that the bachelor that she met all are scumbags,loser and heart-breaker. that's the reason for her marriage. it was like a drama for me. A girl lose hope with all the singles and lastly turn to a widower. She said that she thought of me before accepting the guy's proposal but she was afraid and embarrassed to call me and get in touch. She did broke my heart before. But, I am over it long time ago as it's long time ago,3years already.
We kept talking for nearly 40mins and told me about how unsure she is of the marriage but there's no turning back. Later that night, I saw her online and kept telling her on how she should accepted the guy with all her heart and my wish for her marriage would be a success. I meant every single words of advice that I said to her, with all my heart. And, there's a line from her that shocked me..she wrote that :
SAYA TETAP SAYANG AWAK..
I appreciated her thoughts but just kept wishing her happiness in her decision. Its no turning point for her. She might just live happily and take care of her future life.
The word of "Saya Tetap Sayang Awak" do surprised me and it kept me thinking for a few minutes. I got few things I learned from my chat with her ;
1) appreciate the people who loves u
2) dont be afraid to express your love
3) just leave back what ever past as past, life goes on. appreciate the memory that you used to have
There goes my day..
But, also got something that angers me. My agent said that there's a miscommunication of the Mercedes C200K and they bought me the 1.8L engine instead of the 2.0L engine. I was so mad at first as this thing shouldn't be happening as 1.8L engine won't give me big profits. After 30mins, I called him and said that I would just accepted the C200K and go on with the small profits rather than no profits at all. Maybe only RM15k - RM20k if I am lucky to get. It sure is not a good business deal. The profit margin of the other car,C240 also not big. But, I will accept every profit that I could get,rather than no profit.
A4 paper sample also received and will meet the buyer this weekend. Let's hope that we'll have a deal. If the deal is on, I would have roughly USD2500 per container and might get RM330k in the future deal (40 containers). Pray for my success.
Packed with busy schedule.. Going to Kelantan later (havent decided the date) to met Fith, asking for his time to teach me Forex (he made USD48k in past 8days).. Going to Indonesia if the deal is on with the A4 paper.. Registering for MBA on 18th Dec.. Going back hometown (no date yet)..
Oh my future wife, where are u? Are you out there somewhere? SMS me dear.. but,how do she sms me when I dont know who she is :)
p/s : haven't contacted with si gadis for quite some times..is she happy now? :)
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