so busy with life..so busy with business preparation..so busy with proposal (matchmaking)..
1) i have no time not even for myself..urusan duniawi ja banyaknya..mudah2an tak jadi lalai dan lupa Allah..
2) malu pada diri sendiri..doa2 sesudah solat masih dalam proses nak hafal..layakkah aku jadi imam pada bakal isteriku dan anak2 aku?terangkanlah hati hamba Mu ini ya Allah..
3) took ayish to Alamanda and spend time with him..jalan2 and bawa ke McD lagi..kebetulan dekat dengan MPH,masuk tgk2 apa yang ada.he wants Ben 10's book but none found..so,instead i bought for myself,tafsir al-quran,sbb harga murah and also percubaan nak paham apa la selama ni dok baca dalam solat..ya Allah,terangkan hatiku..
4) ayah and mak da kalut2 tanya about my status.and I would say it's because of me? Previously, I was hoping that they would pray that Si gadis will accept my proposal,but she found someone else.And since then, I am not talking about girl(s) with them again. Sorry ayah and mak,nanti2 ada la tu.. I am working my way there
5) Ayah did asked me to meet this girl, a doctor from Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah. Called me few times and keep asking to meet her. Did met her and just respecting my dad. Cakap kat ayah yang I felt nothing special when I look into her eyes. Back home, talked with my grandma that night. She asked me, how's the meeting. I said, "Ntah la Tok,takdak rasa apa".. She replied, "kalau betui dia tu jodoh kita,kita tgk dia rasa senang,suka..kalau takdak rasa tu,jangan".. I just smiled and thanked her for the advice.
6) Yesterday Ayah called me and said that he found another candidate, a teacher. I dont know who she is and ayah did asked for my email to send her picture. So high tech of my dad.hehe. And, received it. She looks like a real muslimah to me. Tudung labuh and tutup dada. Ciri2 yang payah nak jumpa,kecuali seorang kawan aku yang dari sekolah lagi, Adeq. Tahniah!
6) My grandpa da sakit2 teruk. cant manage himself and ayah brought him to leave together with us. So sad, he is just like a child. Menangis if datang lambat time dia panggil. But, dia masih ingat ayat2 Quran, wish that I could be like him. Ya Allah, jgn lah kau uji dia dengan sakit. Ringan sakit dia dan bagilah dia mati dengan senang jika sudah sampai ajalnya.
7) Business is still in progress
a) car -- Mercedes C240 already shipped,AP applied and just waiting to arrive at port klang. Mercedes C200K yet to wait for shipping document.
b) paper -- contacted my partner in Indonesia and asking for samples. wait for samples to arrive and show to client. If client happy, will proceed with agreement and order. InsyaAllah.
c) online business -- sangat sibuk dan belum berkesempatan mahu beli bahan jualan. maybe next week will go with my partner. Pray for our success.
8) Please pray that I'll succeed in life and akhirat.
Ya Allah, murahkanlah rezeki ku.buka kanlah pintu2 rezeki Mu seluas-luasnya pada diriku dan keluarga ku. jika jauh,dekatkanlah. jika haram,halalkanlah. jika di dalam bumi,keluarkan lah. Ya Allah, Kau temukanlah jodoh yang terbaik pada ku. Percepatkanlah jodoh ku ya Allah. Selamatkan lah aku,keluarga ku,ibu bapaku, kawan2 ku dan semua umat Islam dunia dan akhirat. Amin..

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