Gadisku

Gadisku,

Who is my gadis? :) Hope that she is smiling and thinking of me (her future hubby) , even if she don't know me.  Mimpi di siang hari agaknya kan? But, mimpi itu indah.

Packed with classes, assignments, works and also other things. 

Went back hometown during CNY holiday, 5 days of sweet memories. 

Went back on Tuesday and arrived on Wednesday morning,around 5am. During my bus ride back, met with few new friends. But, just casual friends. Girl next to me, Najwa was bit shy at first but after a while talking to me, she is okay and starts to become friendly with me. But, I can't sleep as for the next 5hours, Najwa fells asleep and she didn't realize that she was sleeping on my shoulder. I don't know what to feel as I don't think of anything towards her. Cute and lovely face, but no such feelings inside. So, better stay put and be a kind person lending my shoulder to her. Didn't even took her number in the end.

Arrived kedah around 5am and went straight home. Perform my Subuh prayer and watching Astro later. Then,came dad and said that he wants my help to put the grave stone at my late grandfather's tomb. It was surely hard for both of us, my dad as he lost his father, and me as I lost my grandfather. Al-fatihah untuk wan. I still keep my promise to pray for him and recite surah Al-Ikhlas 3 times after each prayer. That's his only wish for me, to pray for his soul to be peace in the alam barzakh.

Also attend my cousin's engagement ceremony. She's younger than me. Can't get away with all those typical question.  btw, all my relatives addressed me as Bang Teh.

" Bang Teh bila nak kawin?"

"Kerja dah ada, duit dah ada, tunggu apa lagi?"

"Memilih sangat ka ni Bang Teh?"

Those are some questions that they asked. I just said that I am waiting for my future wife to meet me somewhere in the nearest time. Who knows that I can meet her in the next few months? And also asked them to pray for me. My answer sure did stop those questions to be asked again later that day. Syukur.

Met with friends, chatting, catching up with everyone's life. Got 2 invitation cards from my friends. Wedding invitation card of course. Also the same question from them. I just said that I hope to get married on 11/11/11. They just said that need to find my candidate first.haha.

On Sunday, drive back to Shah Alam as my friend offer me to join her. Luckily she invites, if not maybe I am stuck at Kedah and not coming back working. It was 12 hours ride, from 2pm until 2am. So tiring. Until the point that we just keep silent and listening to radio without talking to each other as out of available topic already. 

Become close with few girls but just treat them as friends. Why is it my heart still not open for other girls? :'( or maybe they are still not yet my other half?