30th December 2010
713am : punched card and arrived at office.
715am : tett..tett..a sms received. "Bang Teh,pukul 5pm ni mai umah abg.kita bertolak balik kedah.wan tengah nazak".
720am : packed all my things and leave. dont care about my work anymore and decided to take EL (emergency leave)
9am : took a bus to my hometown
5pm : arrive at kedah and fetched by my parent.
1045pm : wan (my grandpa) passed away.
Next day, he was buried and for 3 nights, we have tahlil.
Haji Mustapa bin Abd Rahman, born in 1929 and died on 30hb Dec 2010, 1045pm.
Siapa dia?Siapa wan aku?apa istimewa dia pada aku?apa ertinya dia dalam hidup aku?
wan adalah seorang datuk yg sangat sayang kan cucunya. pergilah mana2,ke kedai atau mana2. mesti ada something yang akan dibawa balik oleh dia. I could still remember how he would say.. "awang..oo awang" when he got back from grocery stores. thats how he called my youngest brother (even he's not named Awang),to give him candy,choc or anything that he bought. kasihnya dia pada kami tak pernah kurang. He's a guy that I admire, from religious part and social part.
Kalau belum sembahyang lagi,senang je ayat yang dia akan cakap. "Cepat skit tu..api neraka dok tggu tu." you could imagine how would I react when hear that kind of statement. wan juga la yang sumber inspirasi aku nak mengurut. Dia mmg sangat bagus kalau bab2 mengurut. sakit harini,if dia urut,esok akan lega. I also dont know how,but I can and know how to do it also. dia cakap jari2 aku ni pandai cari urat.
Other things is, dia tak pernah lokek dengan duit. Even seringgit,seratus or berapa pun. Anak cucu akan sentiasa di ingatan. Dulu2, kalau nak balik ke kampus, bila salam je dengan dia,aku mesti dapat something. It is not the money that I expected, cuma keikhlasan hati. Selalu juga aku tolak untuk ambil,tapi dia selalu desak. Katanya buat belanja.
Banyak kenangan sangat dengan wan. tak pernah meninggi suara. tak pernah marah2 cucu. sayang kan cucu nya.
Berapa kali aku menangis pon aku da tak ingat. In fact, ni pon tgh menitis air mata in my office.
Ya Allah,tempatkan dia dalam golongan yang beriman. Berikanlah rahmat mu pada rohnya ya Allah. Aku sayangkan dia.
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